I'll Disappoint You

New days open with the sun,
I see you every one;
And my heart hurts
When I see your face.
I guess that an odd way to say,
But I just said in case,
So you know what I fear.

There's this creeping deep inside,
Sometimes I think you'll clear your view,
You'll see me more clearly
And I'll disappoint you.
I'll disappoint you.

Today the same as last,
I see you go past;
And I love hearing
What you did yesterday.
I guess it's funnier to me,
That you got cooked that way,
But I just can't help but think.

Now I'm just resigned,
To always be defined
By the mistakes I made,
And never by how I've changed.
It's so lame to think that way,
And I know I'll soon exchange
Those thoughts but still I say.

by: Drew
March 7, 2005
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