Not To My Heart

I don't wanna see you
How did we come full circle
Just to break something
Something that'd become good

Why didn't you think before
Lord knows I did
And I've done that
Too much of late

Am I just another one
Can't believe that'd be
So you just had your fun
And now we're done

Let the moons go down
Let day break over
And over again
Will we be close again
Not to my heart

I don't wanna hear it again
Grow up, get out, I'm done
Not to my face
I'm so tired of being abused
Not to my face

I don't even know you
Thought I wanted you
But how could that be
If this is what you are

Thought we'd grown up now
You can't use someone
Like we used to
Can't blame it on youth

I try to get angry
But I don't
Do feel the regret
No, not quite yet

Let the moons go down
Let day break over
And over again
Will we be close again
Not to my heart

I don't wanna hear it again
Grow up, get out, I'm done
Not to my face
I'm so tired of being abused
Not to my face

I should never talk to you
I try this out for a while
But I know it won't stick
Be careful with me

I just can't see you for a while
That's only because of this
Because I still want you
I'm just waiting till it fades
Fades away


by:Drew
written: March 18th, 2008
(#121)