Not Right Now

I think I need...
Someone to Be there,
Someone to Touch,
Someone to Hold me,
When it's too much.
But... Not right now~

Just be satisfied,
You tell me once and again;
Be whole in me,
And think not on things of then.
But do I listen...

No, I think I need...
Someone to Love me,
Someone to Care,
Someone to Talk to,
When no one else it there.
But... Not right now~

Just be patient,
You softly implore me again;
Act not in haste,
And just forget ways of then.
But I turn my head...

I know what I need...
Someone who needs me,
Someone like her,
Someone so tender,
When I remember what we were.
But... Not right now~

Just be calm,
You ease my heart again;
Let her go now,
And think not of then.
But this time I understand.

Was she the one?
Did I let go of my only one...
It pains me just to think,
But ignorance will leave me lonely.
I can't turn my ear aside,
All my tears wiped away.
I can let go
I'll take what comes now.


by: Drew
Spring 2002
(#18)