Free to Live Now

I have always feared,
That my mistakes would catch,
Up to me,
Feared I'd never find,
Piece of mind,
And that my life would just be.

I'm always saying I'm sorry
And sometimes I don't know why
Apologizing for my past
And what I can't change and I am...
Free to Live Now

I fear I'll never change,
That I'll never learn how,
To just get past,
This cage that's inside,
Holding my mind,
And not letting me live out of the shadow cast.

I'm always saying I'm sorry
And sometimes I don't know why
Apologizing for my past
And what I can't change and I am...
Free to Live Now

Despite the fear deep down,
I know what I should be,
But not how.
Cause that's the hardest kind,
You will soon find,
That you being me are free to live now.

I'm always saying I'm sorry
And sometimes I don't know why
Apologizing for my past
And what I can't change and I am...
Free to live
Free to live
Free to Live Now

by: Drew
Title - September 29, 2002
Words - January 26, 2003
(#25)

This is another one that I wrote in pieces. This was written in desperation, thinking that I'd never lived up to my potential, yet knowing what I'm supposed to do. I fear that my ways will never change, but I can know that I am "free to live now!"