Oh GOD

oh GOD, can you hear me? did i just ask that? tired ideas not fully thought through. smoke rings rise from thoughts too thoughtfully constructed. as if there was such a thing. let LOVE leave you longing for more. make money mean less more and more. teach truth to all who try way too hard. and fix faith from above firmly in your eyes. have hope here in your heart and in what's not seen. but mostly, let LOVE leave you longing for more. cause i know what's in store, when you learn to love more and more and more. oh GOD, can you teach me? of course i know the answer. i'm tired of thinking through things that are not for me. there is such a thing. slow and steady in my heart... let LOVE leave you longing for more. make money mean less more and more. teach truth to all who try way too hard. and fix faith from above firmly in your eyes. have hope here in your heart and in what's not seen. but mostly, let LOVE leave you longing for more. cause there is much more, if you let it be. oh GOD, i can't see and i'm scared. i'm feeling in the dark for your hand. i'm not meant to do this on my own. individuality seems so lonely. whispered to me in the dark... let LOVE leave you longing for more. make money mean less more and more. teach truth to all who try way too hard. and fix faith from above firmly in your eyes. have hope here in your heart and in what's not seen. but mostly, let LOVE leave you longing for more. oh my GOD, don't let me leave without a light. a noise. a growing glow. and morning is coming. daylight breaks the black, and your shape is beside. why did i fear? why did i ask? why did i strain? light... oh GOD

by: Drew

written: January 18th, 2008

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