Come On, Come On

Oh, I see with eyes not my own
It makes me deeply hurt
A me I couldn't see till now

A little boy, healthy and happy
With age comes decisions
But not good ones

I know what I want and need
Slowly deteriorating my body
Emaciated at one point

You slowly piece muscles back on bones
I still tear it off
Convinced that I know
Come on, come on
I know

Barely breathing, but still I remain
I'm fine, just a little broken
I can do this

You've let me see what's inside
Now that I'm healthier, I can see
Seeing what I was

You slowly piece muscles back on bones
I still tear it off
Convinced that I know
Come on, come on
I know

Broken doesn't fully describe
But I'm fine, just a little bloody
I can deal with this

But now that I see my insides
Now that I'm outside what I was
I can't go back

You slowly piece muscles back on bones
I think I'll let you
Convinced I'll just die
Come on, come on
I cry

Screaming I... I need you
Not as dumb as I used to be
I... I need you
Come on, come on
I can see

Come on, come on
I miss you


by: Drew
written: June 27th, 2006
(#74)
Thanks you, Lord, for not abandoning me... even when I've abandoned you. You are so amazing and are every reason that I have for living. I look up at you and am so amazed as to why you even want a relationship with me.