I Want To See (What Love Dreams)

It all fades in and out,
Then in and out again.
My life lived out by some man
An imposter, of what I am.
Sometimes I just want to shout
And yell, then shout out again.

Have I forgot ... what is love?
I don't know, I don't know.
I don't know ... what love is
Anymore ...
For me what love seems,
Not for me.
To know exactly what love dreams,
I want to see ...

It will never leave completely,
Packed and filed away.
My life unfolds before my eyes;
I look back at all these tries.
I remember you so sweetly
And then I look up to You and say ...
--
How do you see me in my dreams?
Oh God, I need your healing.
I feel like my heart's bleeding on the floor,
And I don't want to hurt anymore.
Not to know only what seems,
Only to have back a feeling.
--
--
You wisper to me now,
And the breeze blows through my hair,
And a peace comes over me.
Now I know what I can see.
Then I see another cloud,
But I know You'll hold till I'm there.
Now I know what it is,
And You wipe away the tear.
It's not completely out of here ...

by: Drew
September 23, 2001
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