Dreams... where is Reality

Could have beens
End up being should have beens
That's not the way it works
Dreams with no reality
Just make me sad

I'll tell you
Dreams dictate my questions
Fall too fast
I should fight the past
Patience
Not just for doctors

Could have beens
End up being should have beens
That's not the way it works
Dreams with no reality
Just make me sad

I tell myself
Becoming cold ain't that bad
Close my door
Build a wall seems to ensure
Loneliness
Not just for a Ranger n Tonto

Could have beens
End up being should have beens
That's not the way it works
Dreams with no reality
Just make me sad

You tell me
The love I've dreamed of
Drops my defenses
I should pull down my walls n fences
Surrender
Is not just for losers

I can't let it happen again
This is no way to live my life
Vulnerability makes me so I can be hurt
But it's worth the risk
It's better than alone
I dream in color now
Real with a hint of red...


by: Drew
written: March 29th, 2006
(#64)
Don't wanna stay untouched. I do want to learn from my mistakes, but I don't wanna shut myself off from everyone in defense of my heart. I don't wanna fall in love again without marrying her...